在我有限的时间里,曾经很有心爱过一个人.对不起,我不能再为你夹娃娃了.也许我的努力不够吧..真的对不起..a sentence that copy from my friend blog,you feel touched by this sentence,didn't you ?

my life is at a low ebb recently,because I failed chemistry at the last exam..upset I work hard..but not enough to.what to dooo,I felt that I'm hate to go school.I came back from school and I sit in front of computer desk.nothing to do but find my friend chat,he was busy and didn't care me.Haizz,so sienz~I view friend blog since I had nothing to do...there are one article and I read!SO TOUCH..BUT!will my life goes like this?like the article?or maybe not..Doomdays is advent soon to the earth,did you knew?maybe it was a joke,but it maybe a truth;a fact that we have to face to.Since long time ago,has been a very beloved person in front of me,that I should protect and giving she all the love,but she is left.Although she left but I can't stop myself to thinking of you..my friends told me that to forget about her..but I said 'do you meet a person will let you memorize any about of her but no reason?She make me feel like I was a notepad and memorize all about of her but never forget.'These feel you will never forget, this is not a forcing you to do but you willing to do.An incredible and amazing you felt you should gave her everything and anything..But,It was too late..I knew it when my friend told me everything about of 'you'..Since last time,our relationship have already put a full stop.This is my only regret,make that I cant continue everlasting love between 'YOU' and me..

Haiz..SUffERing DAyZ

today..I feel so BLUR..
Mabi I HeaDache?
but I jusT feel like my head going to EXPLODE!'
Those suffering..It cause me cant in sleep..
Very pain!!HELP ME!!THese SuFFER..I HATE IT!
My Friend are just calling me go to sleep,But IREALLY CANT la..
But I onli can listen what she told!
AnD Lying in the bed..
FINALLy I sleeppppppp!but for not longer..I awake,around 1-2hours ago
HaiZ It no effect..I'm still paining..
SAvE ME PLS,SOMEONE SAVE ME PLS,I NEED UR HELPS
why DONT you give me a HAND..I need your HAND,I reali..need ur

HAND

:+:I hope the night with You:+:

The moon is black,The cloud is black.
The sky is black,The star is black.
Why,why my sight will be all black?
The world is make fun of me,or pity?
In the world,I'm just a little dust.
Why,why is me?Why not other people.
Or let me become a blind?Will that better?
I have lost my dawn since you're gone.
I am completely lost,lost all I have.
My heart is looking for you,but when I found you..
My heart is broken,even a small piece.
I'm trying to forget you,but I am just a liar,lying to myself.
Everything seem meaningless since you're gone.
You're gone,everything is no more important.
I have the night but without of you.
I just wish can quietly wait for the advent of dead.
Just like the poem of lotus eater.

By.Gary

：+给你的一切+ ：

想见你冲动 为你哭泣的纯情，
如有去无回的萤火虫一般，
你一言不发 只留下一吻，
即使无比的痛 仍然扛下，
总有一天一定 把你紧紧握在手,
即使是虚幻 希望的光芒,
也只想紧紧握着你的手.

你。我。他

春天的我们 夏天的他们,
为何你的四季不属于我的,
为何我的身边不是我们,
他的出现,被夺走的你已不能挽留.
小提琴的拉起,钢琴的节奏
可你的华尔兹已不属于我了
三人间的你我他，在一瞬间的消失
留下的也只有我们的回忆